(Bukan) Insomnia
Bukan insomnia, dan jangan sampai menderita insomnia.
Lebih tepatnya saya lagi nggak bisa tidur sekarang. Jam 3 lewat nanti saya harus sahur, lalu sholat subuh. Entah kenapa saya disini sendiri jadi nggak tenang begini. Padahal saya sering ditinggal pergi orang tua dan jaga rumah sendirian. Tapi sekarang posisinya kebalik; saya yang ninggalin rumah dan pindah ke lingkungan baru.
Sempet agak was was sendirian, nggak berani nengok jendela kalo malem-malem (haha). Tapi saya berusaha menghilangkan prasangka itu. Akhirnya saya memutuskan tetap melek sampai waktu sahur tiba. Menghabiskan waktu bermain laptop dan mendengarkan musik...
"You are my world, you are my smile... My love for you, Only you..." (Andezzz - Only You)
"When you walk away I count the steps that you take... Do you see how much I need you right now...?" (Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone)
"Doctor won't you come and help me take this pain away... Doctor give me what i need to get me through the day... I want that feel good, that feel good, that real good... I want that feel good, that feel good, that real good... Doctor feel good help me..." (Travie McCoy feat. Cee Lo Green - Dr. Feel Good)
"Don't sleep away this night my baby... Please stay with me at least 'till dawn... It hurts to know another hour has gone by... And every minute is worthwhile..." (Daniel Sahuleka - Don't Sleep Away This Night)
"Here we go, come with me... There's a world out there that we should see... Take my hand, close your eyes... With you right here, I'm a rocketeer..." (Far East Movement feat. Ryan Tedder - Rocketeer)
"Why does it have to be like this? I can never tell... You make me love you, love you baby... With a little L..." (Jamiroquai - Little L)
"So what's the matter with you? Sing me something new... Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know... They only seem to come and go away..." (Oasis - Stand by Me)
"Tell me what you want to hear... Something that were like those years... I'm sick of all the insincere... So I'm gonna give all my secrets away... This time... Don't need another perfect lie... Don't care if critics ever jump in line... I'm Gonna give all my secrets away..." (One Republic - Secret)
"Siang lambat laun telah menjadi malam... Dan kini telah gelas ketiga... Jam sembilan malam aku pulang..." (The Adams - Konservatif)
Masih banyak lagu yang saya dengar dari pukul setengah 9 malam sampai saat ini sambil menulis postingan baru. Ingin cepat-cepat sahur, sholat, dan tidur.
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